Balancing...

Thankfully my mom has been here through the discovery of this and will be for a couple of weeks.  I am not sure I could handle the silence of my husband.  If you have stumbled on this blog then know that my husband is just a quiet man and  I am the talker in the group. I can do enough talking sometimes for the two of us!  Washington tends to internalize everything and right now I am not sure I have the strength to pull it all out of him.  We are there for each other and he is always there to hold me...for now that is what I need from him

One thing he and I have discussed though is our fear of how we will treat our children.  My worry is that we will tend to pay more attention to Trinity since she has special needs. When I told this to Washington he said that his fear is that we will lean towards Tristan more because he is what we are used to and we can relate too.

In one of my break downs I was telling my mom about my fear and she asked me what Washington thought about it.  When I told her she said "See, God knew what he was doing giving you this gift because you are already balancing each other out."

Today was a balanced kind of day...

The Mommy